7rings: harrow

[chevaleros]

how do i not have any lesbian shitposts, i'm a sham

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[bonetiddies]

They do. I'm happy to have it undone, even if the timing was poor.

[Anyway. Hmm. She can't really read Vira, like this - what she means when she asks. She doesn't want to sound as though she's shutting the door on them seeing one another again, but it's fairly awkward when she doesn't understand where anything stands.

That's always been the difficulty with them.]

I still plan on leaving with him, yes.

[chevaleros]

[ She has never defined love, friendship or otherwise. It's complicated. Maybe she has been afraid to have answers—they'd spoken about it once before, how much more frightening it is to risk rejection. Vira is tired of being alone, and she is tired of being left behind, but to solve one is to risk the other.

So she has never known quite how to proceed with them. ]

Good. ...I want you to be free to find happiness, whatever that may mean to you, and wherever you need to go to search for it.

[bonetiddies]

[That's what she wants, too. That isn't what she came here wanting, but now she feels that happiness maybe isn't such a bad thing to strive for.]

. . . And you? What will you do?

[chevaleros]

Hm...

[ It was easy to be happy for Harrow—genuinely happy—but knowing what comes next for her is more difficult. She glances at Luminiera, conflicted. ]

It's difficult to explain my situation back home. Luminiera was... we had come to blows over something very important to the both of us.

[ Though there is no animosity between them right now. ]

I want to resolve that conflict. Beyond that, I don't know—I don't know what to use my wish for anymore, either. It's silly, isn't it? To go through all of this and losing the conviction that brought me here to begin with.

[bonetiddies]

Luminiera. . . [Well. Hmm.] Can you not resolve the conflict without blows? What is it you fought for?

[Hearing about the wish makes her a little happy, though. She isn't sure what to make of Katalina - if she's worthy of Vira's devotion at all, if there's any chance she'll return Vira's feelings for her - but she is certain Vira's wish would only bring her pain.]

I don't think it's silly. Conviction is only valuable if it is in service of the correct cause. [As for the wish.] Perhaps you can hold onto it. Use it for something that gives you peace, or brings you happiness. That is all I would ask of you.