I would be happy to help you as well.

[While submerging in despair doesn't sound great, maybe something good can come from it.]

I . . . have never liked sharing what is personal with others, but that preference is likely to be tested. If it is helpful to you, I spent some time today using the simulation room to conjure a vision that reminded me of. . . someone very dear to me, who is painful for me to look upon.