[ She feels the prickle of nerves, but marches on now that she's decided on this. ]
About why I'm here. ...It's related to Katalina, of course. I didn't want to be separated again. But as I said, I was also trying to distance myself from distraction, like our... her crew, with whom I'd been traveling with for some time.
[ The people she'd tried to eliminate before, back in that memory. A bunch of soft-hearted hero types who forgave her before she'd even apologized. ]
They're the sort of people who wouldn't allow themselves to be strangers, even when I was cruel. I thought to come here meant I could escape them, and devote myself to Katalina wholly again—I arrived certain that I could do anything for our future without remorse or reservation.
[ Then she failed immediately, with Mercy. ]
...So I do not want to rely on you or anyone overmuch. [ There is an uncertain shift in her feelings that doesn't match her words—whether she wants to confide in others, in Harrow, she is simply not very good at it. There is a mix of guilt and reluctant fondness there. ] For my wish to come true, I've long realized that I need to be alone.
[ translation from anime melodrama: fellas is it unfaithful to care about anyone but your crush ]
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About why I'm here. ...It's related to Katalina, of course. I didn't want to be separated again. But as I said, I was also trying to distance myself from distraction, like our... her crew, with whom I'd been traveling with for some time.
[ The people she'd tried to eliminate before, back in that memory. A bunch of soft-hearted hero types who forgave her before she'd even apologized. ]
They're the sort of people who wouldn't allow themselves to be strangers, even when I was cruel. I thought to come here meant I could escape them, and devote myself to Katalina wholly again—I arrived certain that I could do anything for our future without remorse or reservation.
[ Then she failed immediately, with Mercy. ]
...So I do not want to rely on you or anyone overmuch. [ There is an uncertain shift in her feelings that doesn't match her words—whether she wants to confide in others, in Harrow, she is simply not very good at it. There is a mix of guilt and reluctant fondness there. ] For my wish to come true, I've long realized that I need to be alone.
[ translation from anime melodrama: fellas is it unfaithful to care about anyone but your crush ]