[ it's frustrating, not being able to keep a leash on her feelings. having them aired out like this makes her all the more conscious of her emotions, strangely unsettled. her default mood is mostly just tired, sharp and restrained—but harrow probably won't see that outside of town hall meetings. ]
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I know you only ever mean me well, Harrowhark.
[ more confusion. ]
It's hard to be calm lately though, isn't it?