If I said I trusted everyone, that would be a lie, but I don't want to live in fear and paranoia. If I like someone, I like someone.
[ Liking someone doesn't always have to come with trust, but it'd be nice. It would be really nice. ]
You know I'm not a good person. I don't pretend to be one. I can be good to people, but I am not good, and the people I like do not have to always do good things either.
[ It's come up in enough of their conversations that she doesn't think it bears repeating, but she thinks it doesn't hurt to make the point. ]
[ she likes that there aren't pretenses with medb. they've already shared enough with each other that she knows they're both aware of the other's selfishness, and yet they can still share this time together as... friends.
after a moment she manages a small laugh, gently squeezing medb's hand back. ]
Selfish enough to still want for my company? [ even though misa will certainly die. medb is truly too good to her. ] Despite my moping, I appreciate it, Medb.
[ Medb is someone who will choose who she likes and what she likes over things like what society perceives as good or bad. They're both similar in that way, she thinks, but Medb knows there are differences between them still, and isn't that fine? ]
I'm always around to be appreciated. [ That is 10% a joke, probably. ] But even if it's your sin, try not to despair too much, okay? I like you as you are.
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[ Liking someone doesn't always have to come with trust, but it'd be nice. It would be really nice. ]
You know I'm not a good person. I don't pretend to be one. I can be good to people, but I am not good, and the people I like do not have to always do good things either.
[ It's come up in enough of their conversations that she doesn't think it bears repeating, but she thinks it doesn't hurt to make the point. ]
I'm selfish, Vira.
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after a moment she manages a small laugh, gently squeezing medb's hand back. ]
Selfish enough to still want for my company? [ even though misa will certainly die. medb is truly too good to her. ] Despite my moping, I appreciate it, Medb.
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[ Medb is someone who will choose who she likes and what she likes over things like what society perceives as good or bad. They're both similar in that way, she thinks, but Medb knows there are differences between them still, and isn't that fine? ]
I'm always around to be appreciated. [ That is 10% a joke, probably. ] But even if it's your sin, try not to despair too much, okay? I like you as you are.